Yup, I said it.
Fieldwork is really hard, especially Level 2 fieldworks.
And to be honest, I struggled hardcore on my level 2s.
I was stressed out every morning driving to the site. I struggled to learn the information, especially when I was on my adult rotation. I cried in my car on my lunch breaks and even a few times in the storage closets at the facility.
I felt like I was a failure. I doubted myself. I was nervous I might not pass. I worried that maybe occupational therapy wasn’t for me.
And the biggest thing was that I was hesitant to do was to reach out to my school because I thought it was my fault and that I just wasn’t going to cut it.
It was hard. It was really hard.
And I share this for all the current students out there who are on fieldwork or about to go on fieldwork.
If you are struggling, do not think you are alone.
Don’t think that you are a failure. Don’t think that you can’t do this.
And definitely don’t do what I did and think you have to go it alone.
Reach out to your school and ask them for support. That’s what they are there for.
Reach out to your support system, your friends, family, and classmates.
While I know fieldwork won’t be easy, I also know that there are people out there who can support you through this challenging time. And it’s okay to ask for help.
Are you currently on fieldwork? Are you getting by or are you struggling like I did? Feel free to drop your thoughts in the comments or DM me if you don’t want to share it publicly.